Memories Painted Onto My Mind

2007-08-04T10:30:00.000+10:00

Mount Buller Trip

TODAY, I AM OFFICIALLY SNOW- DE- VIRGINIZED! :D

I woke up at 3.30am since we all had to be at Flinders street by 5am. Ate, got ready, making sure i had everything, called a cab and picked up Eunice and Ratna (who was staying at Eunice's house).
We arrived there kinda really early so we just waited for the rest to arrive- aiksern, nick, hui san and Mak. We finally all got on the buses at 6am and i wasnt even allowed to bring my Maccas meal inside cos of the picky driver >(. The journey took about 3-4 hours. Mostly talking to Eunice and laughing the whole way, i ddint really sleep at all...

Finally we were nearing the place...i knew it cos there was a little frost on the grass. Then later, as the bus was going up the mountain, slowwlyyy things began getting Whiter. There was like a gust of ice and we (all the asians who've NEVER seen snow) were like "WOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW" and the driver goes..." thats not snow" hahaha! We had a REALLY CHEEKY driver.
But WOW later on, we DID see snow, the whole place was WHITE...it was kinda weird. IT was also hard for me to grasp cos I always watched in on TV and in movies and i coudnt believe it was really snow! I was singing "im dreaming of a white christmas" the way there. A strange experience- looked like when the kid first stepped into Narnia. Trees were not green anymore, but white and Cars were all dusted with snow. Car tyres were all fitted with chains to help them get up the slope (this is when i remembered about learning this in science in BSM lol).

When we finally got out, wiht 2 layers on plus a jacket (really LITTLE), long johns, jeans , gloves adn a beanie the most surprising thing was IT WAS SNOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWINGGGGG. It hardly snowed up there so we were lucky to experience it! Not like in the cartoons with those BIG ASS boulder sized snowballs falling down Lol but small white particles falling from the sky. It was really wonderful just experiencing something you always wanted to do, and i STILL couldnt grasp it!

Temperature= -2C

We all rented over-pants to wear over our jeans so we wudnt get wet adn cold down there, and boots, plus 2 "Tobonngas" (sled-like things made of plastic). We used em to go down this snow hill (everyhting was snow), REALLY fun cos you gain speed and just flow through the snow with it hitting your face! IT tastes like...water? Lol...cold water. no...that makes it ice. lol.

i took off my gloves adn BOY was it cold. I wanted to actually touch snow wiht my hands even though i swear i my hands went COMPLETELY NUMB AND PAINFUL and nearly got frost bite lol. It was so soft and fluffy like..cotton and i just scruched it up adn threw it and my mates. Soon we were all throwing at it each other- aiksern got the worst when he got hit in the face 3 times adn his glasses fell on his face or the ice got stuck in the glasses on his face so he couldnt see a thing. LOL. Owned.

I built a snow man. ITS NOT EASY! i had help, i used a snow covered rock so the others wouldnt notice it was the body. LOL

We took a bus to another place about 5 mins away. We ate pizza ccos i was starving while the others had hot choc.

It was nice just Falling FACE first into the soft snow which i did. Then just lie down there looking at all the snow on the trees. Beautiful. After that just tobongaad some more, then at 3.30 we had to leave. So Mac and I just stole the tobonngas from everyone (cos we shared 2 amongst 6 pple) and just slid down like 3-4 times consecutively. I Loved started up really high where not many pple went cos i gained so much momentum and was SO much faster and fun. Mak n I didnt wanna stop so even when we reached the bottom we reached the other hill and said LETS go down taht! haha so we went again and again and again!

Very good experience. Lots of Pinoys there too lol.

Pictures! THE BEST PART. lol...loved my cammie after not having it for 1 WHOLE PAINFUL month. lol. Wow the cold really KILLS the battery, like it takes so much energy from the camera, ipod etc that we had to keep it warm.

First glimpses of snow from the bus... slowly reachin NarniaFOBS- Fresh Off the Bus (snow virgins)Ice forms on our long silky hair. lol.Going to Tabonnga off the snowy hill. I could have gone ina basin instead of payin 18 bucks.This is the snowball i threw at aiksern when he was gettin his pic takenShes enjoying herself lolFrosted treesMak and his 'primal urges' to make love to me on the snow. He couldnt resist and I dont blame him. Just make sure Hui San doesnt see this. Eunice's snow de...angel.WHy Mak called me a Yeti i will never know.Evidence it WAS -2 degrees!

Then slept teh whole way back. SO TIRING. haha. AWESOME experience and just a wonderful day .Wish i could have stayed heaps longer though. Look forward to a future trip!! :D

2007-06-20T00:49:00.000+10:00

Heres a few pics to spice up the page and bring it some colour. They are random, and are here to make up for all the unpublished posts from the past.

PLANET UNI' :D. Camwhoring like CRAZY with PJ, Tuk, Mun yee and Cheryl!

No comment.

My Urban life! love ya guys!this was a LONG trip away from Melb.

Shaynes 21st!

PJs 30th i think? i duno, hes OLD!

DJ-ing!DJ NADA y'all! :p

Jessies 19th!
Lookin pimpin' ey! haha love Rods sunnies!
Thats it. Colorfulllnesss. good times.

HOLIDAYS

2007-06-20T00:34:00.000+10:00

WoW its ages since i actually posted. Notice how dedicated one is when they first start out a blog? They post religiously everyday, about whatever they can write about- about someone weird they saw on the street, about what they ate etc.

Now im just bored wiht blogging, i think ill result in a diary or something...hmmm..more personal i guess. And i was just thinking in the LONGGGG future, i might not have rememberd my password or whatever, so looking in a diary bring a more personal and homely feel to it. I think about the past already and i just dont wanna forget about it...i want to just hold on to these memories forever.

Like when daddy used to throw me into the air and catch me.
His magic tricks that left me amazed and dumbfounded.
He told me the car could drive by itself and took his hand off the wheel, but i didnt know he was steering it from the bottom.
Like when my sister influenced me to swim in the fish pond with her. eww.
When we would go dancing in the rain, making paper sailboats to float along the water rushing through the gutter.
When i had to be rushed to hospital when i got a 3rd degree burn on my leg when it slipped into boiling mud. I remember the excruciating pain as i was only three. Thank God i had my show on cos if it hadnt melted off, my foot could have been gone. I still could see bubbles forming in my skin and popping. My dads friends washed my leg in a cool spring, but my leg was so hot that when their hands touched it to wipe away the mud, their hands got burned too. And in the hospital they had to cut the dead skin and i screamed in agony to my dad "WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME!". I had to go every week to get the bandage removed, and skin would get stuck to it, so everytime it had to be exchanged, they had to pull my skin off the bandage. It KILLED. no joke, it was the worst thing that happened in my life.

haha. good times ey?

Oh well, i MIGHT still post someday. As for now, i finished my exams. Sem 1 FINISHED. I had Marketing, Management, Microeconomics and Business statistics. -_- NOT FUN. Ill get me results in 2 weeks. Prayyyy pray pray! haha. Hopefully i passed all. Thank God for making it easy :D

Until then, ill jsut ENJOYYYYYYYYYYYYYY the break like crazy. Mom came down to just help me out when i had exams. Cooking etc etc <3. So ill cya when i cya!

Nadarrrrrrrrrrrrr

2007-03-12T01:18:00.000+11:00

3 days clubbing in a row.

1.Caulfield Pub Crawl- 3 pubs and 1 club.
2.Beach Club
3.Boulevard

Diggidy Damn What a Night!

2007-03-04T01:52:00.000+11:00

LAVISH

Lavish- both my first time going there and MORE IMPORTANTLY getting in a club with no fake ID. Man it feels weird yet refreshing and relieving at the same time.
Chris Wong says it sucks, cos now theres no thrill of being caught..like how we could be caught by Trinitys Felicity cos we were underage living with our siblings! HAHAHAHAHAHA!! Guess its out now ey Chris! We 18 biattchhh LOL! "Take the one down there with me!!! Hes underage too!" lol we had lots of memories with that!

Charles we tore up the place ey? hahahah awesome night! YOU OWE ME MAN!!! You said Youd F me in the ass if your night was crap cos i forced you to come! i told you itd be great and youd get into the mood! U love me now...and u owe me you horny horsey. Lol

Lets rip up Thursday, Friday and Sat this week to ayt!

Peaceee...

Nada

2007-03-02T21:22:00.000+11:00

My 18th Birthday

On the 28.02.07 - I FINALLY turned 18. I know im a little boy...but wow, it is such a relief to finally be LEGAL. Previously, it gave so much trouble with the school since i needed a guardian over 21, then I couldnt get into clubs- thus needing fake ID which was gay

18.18.18 lalalalaaa... THANKS GUYS FOR SURPRISING ME!!! I SWEAR I HAD NO CLUE...and I DIDNT CRY OK!?!?! lol... I thought we were gonna watch "honey" but you guys had something else in mind :p . It was all dark and a cake with lit candles was waiting for me! i was stunned <3.>

My delish cake...Soooo purty! Unfortunately i didnt know how to blow it properly.. AND the Lighter with NADA enscripted on it <3>

Isnt it so sexyyy time??? lol

I love you guys...Thanks Eunice, Herman, Mak, Aiksern, Lynn, Yen, Azure and the dude who gyms with me!!! lol... Then after some left and it was Lynn, Yan, Hermie and I watching Honey.

We didnt watch it cos we ended up talking bout *eherrmmm* LOL. It was all good and Herman and I could laugh at them cos we talked till 5 and they had class early that morning! lol we woke up at 2pm :D

btw, thanks for the dinner and movie Charles and Ayman. Shi sha was good.Lol...i got the crappy pipe...and the aces movie was just...messed up!

Thanks everyone! Its weird cos i knew Mac, Eunice, Azure, and Lynn for like...less than 2-3 weeks? Awww you're all so sweet :P. And i didnt even know Yan before this but she still shared for my gift <3

Btw, sorry Aiksern YOU WERE NEVER IN ANY PHOTOS! HAHAHAH!!

Random photo in a Thai resto. FINALLY AIKSERN IS IN ONE PIC! and we're known as HERMANADA! (Herman-nator)
and Please dont ask, I dont even know why Yan took this picture..hm.....

Cheers to all of ya!

Loves,

18 year old Nada

2007-02-25T23:08:00.000+11:00

FINALLY UPDATED- Monash University

I havent updated in AGES. I finally decided to go to Monash University and I dont think ill regret it. Back home in Malaysia it was a debate, Monash or Melbourne Uni. I didnt wna do a shit course in Melb uni so i decided to do Business Marketing in Monash...hope its fun!

Herman says to people we are in Monash, I tell him to include that WE DID GET INTO MELB UNI! haha.

We had fun on friday as we went to Queenscliff and Arthurseat or sumthing. Eunice, Herman and I went to the Caulfield campus, while Aiksern narrowly missed the train we took! The bus journey was bloody long, i sat next to Mak and NOT herman cos that clown was talking so much outside the bus when we were all inside already. Then it was too late to get in cos there were no places left. It was a cool trip... camwhored like hell (as usual) and on the way back listened to songs on my ipod with Eunice...haha QUIET bout the little mermaid k.

After we arrived back at the Caulfield Campus, we had dinner and bloody bush danced like crazy till i was gasping for breath! Awesome day! i hope things will be this awesome :pMorning at the bus stop

Aiksern and NAD(i)AThe only dolphins we saw. LOL

Desperate guys

I was confusedSMD-JOIN THE CLUB!Sam-THE HULK

Me love colourful balloons!

Ta,

Nada

2007-02-12T16:01:00.000+11:00

BACK IN MELBOURNE

Jet lagged. Tired as hell. Stupid flight took so long. Met Kahn and Vinu on the way..and jien shen too. Well, time for me to get some sleep and ill START SCHOOL ORIENTATION TOMORROW!!! HOPEFULLY ill meet up and go with Herman at 9.10am (if i wake up) lol. And meet up with Charles too..

Ta.

2007-02-02T18:00:00.000+11:00

I got 82 points out of Trinity college.
Enough to do stupid arts and sciences in Melb Uni, or Oral health, Food science, Agricultural science...yuck.

+I remember after the Trinity Math Final Exam , Herman Dinata and I were joking to everyone about screwing up so badly, saying "see you in Monash!" and laughing our asses off. "See you in Monash gym!". And guess what, here i am. lol +

Ok then after much debate with daddy, who seems reluctant to let me study there, i decided to take Bachelor of Business (marketing) in Monash University. Its bloody far and i have to wake up early to make it to school- First a tram, then a train...X( ...and I was lazy to even WALK to Melb Uni when it was only 10 mins walk from my place!
Oh well, i hope monash is good. Chicks...joke. Im studying in Caulfield which is still far but not as bad as Clayton. Clayton campus is HUGE...whereas caulfield is small as hell.

Yeah thats it. So to anyone coming to Monash with me, gimme a HELL YEAH!

2007-01-28T03:13:00.000+11:00

YAWN...MALAYSIA

Im bored in Malaysia.
Yes ive been malling and eating good malaysian food but nothing much is happening atm.
I keep on telling myself to call people, but then i either go out or forget. Dont hate me. I WILL call, i promise.

Its scorching in this country. Ive been going to Fitness First lately, trying to make up for the lost muscles over the break, in which i havent done ANY form of excercise but instead slacked off and ate like hell with mates. Need to run run run and weight train.

Yawn.

2007-01-17T21:22:00.000+11:00

The Great Philippine Islands

Wow its been ages since i blogged. Apart from one blog, thats been it since I got to the Philz. That was a sad emo blog so that doesnt count as one. So basically, i didnt blog.

Philippines was a blast. I just came back 2-3 days ago at 1am.
Dave, a Big Special Hug and Kiss and Thanks to you, for being there with me almost everyday- doing the craziest shit one could imagine.

Lying down on the road as we watched the stars and lit fireworks and woke up the whole neighbourhood. Man, when we bought those pla pla's, the dude was so secretive, taking us to the back of his van to reveal all the illegal shit he had. Lol. And we held those triangles like they were candies! It practically blew off our faces! Luckily we have our hands still, and MY nails too, you dont! haha!

Wow i cant believe my other older friends are such fags now... They dont go out one a year. Omg..next time we wont call them. Lol in Prince of Jaipur that mouse dancing. Man i was so embarassed to dance in that circle... and i had to force them to go in, cos all of em didnt want to. BORING! You , Elliott and I were so pissed off! haha we had the right to be!

Dude, and yes, we WILL get that MP5 K. And we will go by Plan B now. Mow em alllll down. :)

Elliott was a blast too. Man, after i was gonna kill him for stealing my pokemon cards but hes cool so ill spare him. Man you guys gamed for a long time until 4 am in the morning from Station 168 to whereever. Thankfully it closed early or id be sleeping in that lan shop!
LOL @ Alberts! The babys face!!! hahahahaha! i can still imagine it now..damn what a classic. I just cracked up and fell on the floor kicking when it looked at us in that horrified way.
Then we went to Mackers after that, and I HARDLY GOT ANY SLEEP COS U WERE PLAYING THAT STUUPID "round round baby round round" song, which makes me think you ARE gay!

I loved it when i abandoned Nicos basketball game when everyone was waiting for me to play. We got into nicos car and drove around. Damn, that was a tight corner and the cops nearly spotted us! haha without drivers license.
Poor Nickel, the kid just wanted to have fun. Everytime, As he tried to get out of the car i quickly stepped on the gas and braked. Lol so he quickly closed the door in fear. I did that 7 times and we cracked up so fkin much i couldnt breathe. Nickel couldnt breate too, cos HE WAS CRYING! HAHA. poor dude, he bought us dinner that night.

But i guess my most memorable night with you was in Dynasty Royale. And only You and I know what that is. Its our little secret. But before we went to a health club...HAHA what a time.

"Sir, number 64 is my personal favourite. 77 is really pretty too"
*Nada and Rei look at each other*
Nada: "Eat a dick, im going home"

AHAHA. Daymn. We were served like kings, massaged and pampered so much in Dynasty Royale huh? "This is the life"... And dude we were all up for the GaNgBaNg the poor korean. Dude the manager was so scared one of her workers was gonna DIE. HAHA. And I wont say anything bout your choice... You know alredy..Oink Oink. I was really surprised though.

I miss Michelle/Aiko. So cute. I hope she reads this one day. Oh wait, SHES GOT WORK! What TYPE OF WORK? I dunooooo ;P haha. Yea she was telling me how sad she was that i was leaving the next day. We really bonded...I DUNO Y! After all, they were all _____! The other chick was jealous she was with me that she hit Michelle. haha.I dont blame her. Jokes! Chick bit my tit man, still hurts! and sucked my lip harder than flips nose!
Next day met with Jillian, Dave and Nada "IT WAS THE BEER!" ahaha

I HAD that chick in Italiannis!!! I swear, she was looking and smiling...too bad the mouse had to come and spoil it. And in Mall of Asia, the chick who i never met said "Hey You" to me. She was cute and fair man! damn, you shuda told me! I didnt hear cos of my Ipod. U were like, "she likes you man". Haaha her Bf was so pissed off at her! Oh well, thats what i do. ;)

I loved being pampered. Finally after a year...a haircut while getting 2 foot massages simultaneosly...this is the life. Then DAVID comes in, cracks up at his fag mate and takes so many pics of me...threatening me hes gna post it on multiply! lol

And Prince of Jaipur....man our classmates are fags huh. I had to use my cunning malay skills to persuade them to get in. Good job throwing grass n shit in mikes face. That guy was feeling when he did his pathetic chicken dance...u shuda seen it. I was so embarassed to be associated with him.

Dude miss you man. This whole post is bout you. Awwww lol. U better read this or ill kill you. Guess who? haha!! im mean like that! Quackkk!

Well Ill be back on June hopefully to see you again... And Jay and Justin. Gonna rock Phils...And No more "cutting off our balls" or "stripping our G3 badges off" situations again ok?

And for the record, lets drop the bombshells again ;) . Youre the best partner one could ask for. hheehehe. Snappity phones and cords.

Phils was awesome thanks to you man. Mentions to Jay, Elliott too. Mike and Nico, you want one. Fine, thanks too.

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BULLSHIT!

Ok then, cant wait till we meet again. It sounds so freaking homo. Watever. I want to go to the philippines again NOW! Miss ya!

-Nada

2006-12-30T06:00:00.000+11:00

HEARTBROKEN

I came for your birthday. You hurt me. After a year, now you tell me nothing ever happened between us? Thats bullshit.

All the e-mails we sent. All the songs we exchanged. Man, i can make you look pathetic and not worth shit. But Ill keep my dignity and not stoop as low as you do, so i wont.

A main reason I came back home to the Philippines was because of you. Youre just so immature. I cant even sit down and properly discuss where we were standing relationship wise. After all that happened last term, last year, this is how you repay me? Ungrateful bitch.

Telling you all i did wasnt easy. I thought you knew Im a damn sensitive guy, but I guess I was wrong. You didnt know shit about me.

I shouldnt waste my time on you. I should spend my time with someone who doesnt forget me. Who appreciates me. And whos feelings dont fade like it did with every relationship she has.

All that shit from you"Ill miss you for serious. I mean it so much ill even say it twice. Ill never forget you. Dont leave or at least come back soon, School wont be the same without you"..what does that mean to me now? NOTHING.

Im tired of the lies. Tired of all the bullshit. Tired of you.

Lifes about risks. Even though it was hard, Im happy I asked you in Fort what you felt because at least I can live without you playing with me and toying with my emotions.

I dont want to see your face again. I heard you cried after that. Please suck it up, I almost feel sorry for your pathetic carcass.

Now its back to better things.

2006-12-21T02:24:00.000+11:00

HOME SWEET HOME

Im back home in good ol' Philz and i cant be any happier. Thank GOD! Im so relieved cos ive been waiting for this time for a whole year already. 365 days! And finally the time has arrived and i cant contain myself.

I still find it hard to comprehend that im back here. Its so weird yet it feels so refreshing and fulfilling! I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!

Got on the plane from Malaysia at 12am, and just before, grabbing a meal from Mackers. Stupid Fillet o Fish fell on the ground! The main part of the meal gone lol. Got on the plane, most horrible ride i had. Couldnt even sleep and it was so uncomfortable...crap.

Finally got down and took a cab to the appartment. I still coudnt imagine i was Here! Everything was practically the same, save for a few changed like buildings erected here and there. Finally the mall of Asia was built! They took so long to finish it and finally did when it was time for me to leave to Australia! GRRR!

Then arrived back to the empty appartment. Man, i felt so welcome. This is where i spent about 8 years. Still 2 beds left so its all good. So many memories came flooding back in when i stepped foot in the country and the house. Beautiful memories.

The whole family slept when we got back, since no one got sleep on the plane. Lol. Weird dream. All got up and went to Costal mall by shuttle since we didnt have our car yet. We then went to SM Megamall in Mandaluyong (sp?) to check it out. So many toys there!! YAY! They built extra Toy Kingdom! So happy! I spend most of the time looking at toys and pets. Ate at Max's Chicken with Mommy and Soph whilst Daddy , Marilyn n Doug ate in Mexicali. Miss these restaraunts like crazy.

Man Im going to have a buzy schedule ahead of me! I cant WAIT! Called up a few of my old mates, Vohne, Christine, David and Jay. Chatted with Kyla, Felipe etc. its great chattin with em and i cant wait to see em on Friday when we all have a party at Felipes place!! whooo hoooo!!! LOVE IT!

Tomorrow ill prob go to the mall of Asia (the biggest mall in Asia *proud* ) which is just 5 mins from my place :P hehe. CANT WAIT! Im gonna get a needed facial! HAHA! I feel like being pampered OK!? After suffering my arse off in AUS all this time! lol

Well thats it for now. Philz, so many memories here that ill NEVER forget. Ones that ill keep with me till the day i *go to heaven* hahahahah! Be sure to check this blog out cos imma be posting all the GOOD times...or mayb i might be too caught up in it all ill forget. So apologies in advance! :p

-Happiest Nada in the WHOLE WIDEST WORLD-

2006-12-14T14:31:00.000+11:00

Ipoh & Penang

The next day after arriving in Malaysia, we immediately went to Ipoh for my cousins wedding. We left at 7am, which means I had to wake up at 6am. OMG this is even worse thatn Australia where i had to wake up at 8am. I thought getting away from Aus meant that I could sleep my life away, oh how wrong was i. Anyway, the wedding was BIG and there was LOTS of great food! I love weddings! lol.

Ma famille.

My goodness, the weather doesnt change here like it did in Aussieland. Its hot and humid 24/7 and you get sticky and sweaty when u step foot outside. Yuck, hate it.

Had lunch and dinner with my whole extended family and the both the brides and grooms family and friends. There were about 200 people, and there was lamb, chicken, duck, beef, pork, fish. Yummmm. I pigged out no doubtedly.

The next day we went to see ancient cave drawings on the cave walls about 3000 years old. Trekking was ok, but i didnt bring shoes so i went in slippers! Yuck the mud went on my foot and the place smelled like crap cos there were horses there. We climbed up quite far then finally reached the caves with funny drawings on them, from stick men to horses to weird spermy things that the men drew to show ejaculation (said the tour guide). My sis was disgusted. lol.

Ancient cave drawings

I was talking to my brother when someone tugged my hair from the back. I thought it was my dad cos he doesnt like my long hair, but when i turned around, i was taken aback and quite frankly shocked. it was....LILIAN TAN!!! omg!!! Out of all the odds, i would find her here?!?! I thought it was a gay family tourist attraction but what a coincidence! I teased her about Ipoh that had nothing...and guess what, she had to agree it was crap! hahaha!

Next day we went to Penang, we stayed in a beautiful hotel!!! It was the luxury i longed for in years! It had a huge pool with slides and everything! A gym, ping pong tables, pool tables, a volleyball sandy court etc etc. I took LONG bubble baths in the room, which sprayed jets of water at your body and tickled your feet. lol. Wasted 2 hours .

Bathtub filled with water...

+ bubbles

=Me innit

Later on, went to try to food, which had a wide variety and was really good. Man did i miss Malaysian food in Australia. Cant get anything better than this.

Went to the malls there and i bought a cute stuff toy! lol. Spent 2 nights in the hotel and I smartly messed up the safe pin number which had my sisters camera, her phone, my phone and watch in it. Man was i freaking out so much, praying my ass off! I tried so many combinations i could remember but to no avail. I tried so many timed it safety locked itself and i couldnt try again! Hell!!!! I couldnt eat a good breakfast cos i was thinking how i could open it without telling dad or mom cos theyd kill me. Luckily there was a device which could open it...thank God! man, that was so scary.

We checked out and went for lunch in a place called Little India. Man the food was surprisingly good!!! Wow, i changed my mind on Indian food!

Finally arrived back home and played PS2. haha. What a great trip with the family, bonding here and there. Awwww lol! Seriously, it was good to look around the kampungs (sp?) and check out how life was in places away from the city. Good stuff.

-Nada-

2006-12-08T20:32:00.000+11:00

MALAYSIA TRULY ASIA

Yesterday, in the morning , on the day when I was going to leave to Malaysia, Charles stopped by to pick up the CD i burnt for him with all the awesome pics we took throughout the year. He helped load all the heavy bags onto the car. Cheers Charles!

Left to the airport around 12 sumthing pm. Man there were LOTS OF TRINITY PEOPLE! It was like the school was coming back to Malaysia with me! Christine, Li sher, Ai Vyn, Chun Yik, Eugene, Khan, Albert etc etc. NOW THEY BELIEVE IM MALAYSIAN! ALAMAKKKK! lol. I mean CRICKEY! See i never lied! :p
The flight was cool, watched The Break Up, and sum comedy cop show ft Martin Lawrence. Then was so tired i dozed off into a deeeeep sleep.

Arrived. Dad picked mom, marilyn n I up. OMG it was so good to see my family again!!! daddy, doug was HUGE now (taller n fatter! lol) and SOPH was taller and cuter! awww i kept on huggin her and i forgot we had to load all the bags onto the car! haha.

I was hungry so we went to get sum good ol' Malaysian mee n stuff. Good stuff. so much stuff 2 catch up on.

People, malaysia IS HOT AS HELL. For the first time in a year in Aus, I come here and actually SWEAT without EXERCISING. ITS BURNING AND HUMID HERE. Hell. But asides, cant wait to go shoppin, and mall hopping, and EATING!!! YAY!! PIGGIN OUT, but still not too much coz have to still be normal-ish when i go phils.

For the next few days, Ill be going to Ipoh for a cousins wedding. Man ill pig out. Then check out Penang and all those places. Hope it aint boring. Then when i come back, ill meet yall up so get ready to be hollered at! Chat through MSN ok people? Cant wait.

Well im leavin tomorrow at 6am. Ill be back in like 5 days at most? yeap. Well till then, ta!

-Nada-

2006-12-07T01:21:00.000+11:00

Last Day In Melbourne in 2006

Met up with Charles and Ayman in QV. Went to Ayans place to play XBOX 360. I pwned it! i killed all the monsters! This ayman told me nothing wud just pop out and kill me. Guess what, HE LIED! It was all quiet in the game, it was all dark and still. Then these monsters just popped out, crawling on the floor right in my face!!! OMG I WAS SO FREAKIN SCARED! i threw the controller and screamed so loud like a girl! I swear, it was so scary! haha this charles and ayman were laughing so hard. My scream changed into a laughter..haha it was HILARIOUS! man, crazy, we laughed so much. My heart was pumpin so fast, stupid monster.

After that, met up with miechelle and yejin and took the train to...uhmm...i dunno! haha. To a resto called Sophia, my small sisters name! hehe. Omg the food was so much i couldnt eat anything. haha the calamari was niceee..

Then got on back on the train to Melbourne Central and watched the guardian . It was long and BORING. haha. Seriously...WARNING :DONT WATCH IT.

Awww ill miss you guys. Seriously. Crap im leaving today at 3pm. Ill meet charles before that to give him the CD of all our pics. hehe. .. .. . .. . . . ILL MISS YOU GUYS! Waaaaaaaa :'( .

LOVE YA!

-Nada-

2006-12-06T15:42:00.000+11:00

VALIDICTORY!

Wow, this was the most boring thing Ive ever participated in...except maybe meditation! HAHA joke joke.

Validictory was yesterday, we went through a 3 hour speech from teachers and students. Man was that boring... at least i had herman with me. We were talking crap throughout! From Dinataism and Nadaism religions. Poor girl who was in between us had to hear everything, she was sooo cute and innocent! lol

Nada: Dude, Nadaism teaches that Asians are hard while ang mo's are floppy.
Herman: HAHA! Omg, theres a girl here you know?
Nada: Dont worry she doesnt know waht I mean. *to girl- Do you know what i was meaning?"
Girl ( i forgot her name) : Uhm you mean a flopy guy?
Nada: Yeahhh
Girl: Arent those guys who like to wear flip-flops?
Nada: HAHAHAHA...uhmmm yeah thats what i mean!
Herman : Yeah you ever heard of a floppy disk?

HAHA wtf? so funny man. But at least the girl wasnt mind polluted! This is what we were forced to talk about, dont blame us, its the stupid boring thing.

After i slept a little, it was time to give out the certificates.
My goodness, no one was clapping for the first people. Herman and I agreed that when we went up, we would tell every to give a standing ovation. HAHA!! Then we were like, better NOT cuz after we screw it up, the teachers will also give us another certificate saying "you failed trinity"! haha! Better not risk it!

But when i went up this Sergio was like "YEAHHHH. NIEGEL" ( I WOULD PREFER NADA. But since he cheered, ill forgive him.lol) . On the stage i pointed at him, drawing laughter from the audience. lol. Applause. Applause.Applause. lol. Not tooo bad ;).

After, i met up with David collis after the thing was over. He told me "You should get into show biz! i think youd be really good at it'

N: "i know! i wanted to do thattttt!!"
D: Dont use past tense...
N: Ohhh ...ok...I WANT to do it. Like acting in comedies or advertising. But my folks want me to do science or math or nerdy subjects! haha
D : But remember, once youre famous...
N: Yes yes...of course ill remember you and mention your name on TV!
D: haha nahh... dont use christianity to sell your products if u advertise. hhaha
N: No duhhh! i wouldnt and anyway my mom would KILL me!
D: haha yeah i met her.
N: Shes naggy with me .hahaha!
D: i can see that. haha

Cam-whoring with charles. Cam-whoring. Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring.Cam-whoring with everyone.

Went to bullpadock, the juice they served looked DAMN SCARY! Charles told me it was spicy! Who MAKES SPICY juice!? Then i took my individual picture in this hall.
I met Gayle McIntyre, my previous EAP teacher. She told me wow your popular..lots of applause! I was like...nahhh...*speechless* hahahaha!

I cant belive it, it was the last day of Trinity. Wow....time flies ey. Im not in the emo mood now cos im going out soon, and if i cry when i type, itll ruin my eye liner...WHOOPS. Too much info sorry.

Ill miss each and every one of you guys. Each of you have an engravement of your names on my heart forever. And i hope this is not the end of our journey, but instead a beginning to our Uni life and what happens after.

Anyway, here are the pictures.

The certificate ceremony.

Azuin, moi, stanley,charles n Natalia.

David Collis :p. Called me "Guy Sebastian". -_-

My drama mother-in-law and I.

My Homie and Camwhore buddy Charlie.

Ex-EAP teacher Gayle.

Nada and Jason.

Dictatorship again.

The Frisbee story. So much history behind it. Right Felix ? haha! Never FORGET IT!

Jessie and Moi, with out gay pics. lol.

Shixian, Nada, Abraham. Friends Forever~ Ill Kill your family! HAHAHA! Hate those emails!

The Honk Honk Honkkkeyysss!

Big Boris and I.

Mwah Mwah...sorry Herman!!!

A.I.M.- Asians in Black

Victoria-market. Ok lame.

Our drama sound man Lik! Dude, Our CONFESSION!!! Howwww? Darn man, we were planning for so long, but they never gave us the mic!

Crazy gay Herman and Crazy gay Nada.

Crazy Claire-ver girl.

Yeps.

Then Charles and I met up with Stanley and Natalia, Miechelle and Yejin in QV. Watched "The Wrong Guy" wiht Charles, yejin and Miechelle. Crazy movie..unexpected twist. Good good. Not a bad day, wow its the last day of college. We are growing old so fast.

Lucky im still 14 years old. hehe.

-Nada-

2006-12-04T20:50:00.001+11:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! HELLLLLOOOOO FREEEDOM!

EXAMS ARE OVER! and THANK GOD FOR THAT!

Literature- 12aped!
HOI-12aped
Math 1- Done. 0_0
EAP- 12aped
Accounting- 12aped
and Biology- 12aped TODAY. I pwned dat like this *clicks fingers*.

I feel so relieved. Oh my...! But somehow its not as relieving as when i finished my term 2 or 3 exams. I dont know why, maybe its also because Trinity is ending for me. Today was my last day of exams. Its not that id miss the school, its the people who make my day worth while and the people who brighten up my day. They will forever stay with me. I promise.

I wont go on sobbing about it now. Ill emo blog after Validictory after i listen to emo songs and cry my butt off. But as for now, im living the comforts of finishing the tests! I CANT FREAKING BELIEVE IT! ITS ALL OVER! THE WHOLE YEAR IS FINISHED AND COLLEGE IS DONE! Man it just felt like yesterday when i was revising math in the library with Charles adn Ayman then Greg, Li sher, Yit ming, Brian and Yi Von came along. Charles, Ayman n I were freakin about math and i got home, planning on how long i would revise each subject for.
I organised what i was going to revise into sections and each subjects material was stacked up on my cupboard. And *POOF*, just like that, its all finished. Its just hard to comprehend events which just flash before your very eyes.

I remember seat 275, first sitting in for literature. Then today, bio. They say time flies when your having fun...WHATEVER! haha i hated exams!

So going on about today then,

i got up at 8.15am, showered, did a quick revision of the biology test papers. Then I walked to the old arts hall at 9.05am with Chris. Did the exam they went with Chris to the city to meet his friend. Then I went with Charles and Ayman to Box Hill to eat Korean food for a LONG time and go find girly cute stuff! haha! Went to arcade...blah blah blah...poor asians. Then we went back on the train and went to melbourne central. Charles and I watched BORAT- omg what a weird/corny/dumb/silly movie! I was laughing my ass off!

Oh well, its back to watching TV, chilling, watchin movies, shopping, playing, and having a blast!

See YA!

-The most excitable Nadas ever been!- :D :D :D

2006-12-03T16:01:00.000+11:00

STILL GOING...

I havent been updating for a few reasons. Firstly, my stoopid wireless connection is messed up. Secondly, I had stoopid accounting exam on saturday.

My goodness, going to the exam was messed up. Firstly, i wanted to go through trinity tbut then as i was walking to the gate, it freakin starts closing. And people, there aint no way of trying to hold that gate open when its closing. Its damn strong! haha. i was like SHIT. So then i had to run all the way around then to union house blah blah blah. Then trying to get in that arts building is damn tough. There are like 5 entrances, 4 of which are locked. I didnt know this so i was like WTF, why are they all locked??? Man, i was banging on the door, trying to see if it would nudge open. Did they lock the doors cos they thought all the students were already in the exam room??! This was playing through my head while i was running to find other doors. Sliding doors- Locked. Front entrance locked. Man i was praying like hell. haha it was freaky!

Finally i got in, the place is big so i didnt have a clue where the exam was. Thank GOD that i heard slight voices coming from upstairs so i followed em. Then luckily they were all there, most of them in the room already. Man was i pissed off, i told Felipe ( the accounts teacher) that this place was so damn confusing and they should open more doors and actually specify where we were supposed to go. The building is older that the earth. I swear. THen to make things better, someone was in my seat, 30 mins into the exam the guy next to me leaves. THen 1hr later, the guy on the other side of me starts sleeping, his face was facing me and i couldnt concentrate since at the side of my eye i could see him. ARGHHH. But all in all, it was all good. I think i did pretty well in that. *prays*

After the exam, everyone was so relieved that ALL THEIR EXAMS WERE OVER! since they mostly took econs. But this dumb Malaysian takes...ACCOUNTING...and....BIOOOOLOGY! how cool! haha so stupid choices. So when everyone was celebrating, they asked me, why arent you happy? i was like..."cos i have bio".. Then my useless friends start laughing at me and start rubbing it in so badly. Useless guys.lol. Oh well, we then go to South Yarra and eat Fridays with Ayman, Charles, Stanley, Yejin, Miechelle, Natalia and Hilda. Stuffed then went to the shopping mall to take pics on a stupid merry go round! HAHA!

THen we left back on the train while the others went shopping *sob sob*. They rubbed in the bio even more again as i left.

Stanley to Ayman -"you wana go to state library to study Math 2?
Ayman- "nah id rather study math 1"
Stanley- "oh but theyre all over"
Ayman- "well BIO ISNT!"
Ayman and stan "AHAHHHAHAHAHHAHA"
Nada- "ahhhh SHUTUP. Youre not my friends anymore" haha

Lol. Oh well, stupid stupid. I felt so free after accounting but now i have STUPID bio tommorooo. Wish me luck. All this DNA nonsense and especially EVOLUTION is all crap to me! CMON PEOPLE, we evolved from...sea creatures or sumtin? gimme a break! hehe

Anyways, its bio then im FREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! WOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO! its onli a 2 hr exams anyway. Pray its easy! THen i can go watch Borat, Saw III (if its stil out), the departed, Deck the halls ( IF it will be out) n all dat. Ill go on a movie roll, then go play XBOX 360 Gears of Wars at aymans place, go eat dinner in box hill then all come to my place to play Guitar Hero. HAHA such kids. WEEEE! ok well till then,

See ya!,

-Nada-

2006-12-01T04:36:00.000+11:00

POEMS

Its 4:30am and im bored. While browsing through my word documents, i came across a poem i had made for someone loooonnnggg ago. Its weird looking back at it now, thinking "Was that really me?!". But i guess thats what love does to you. I moves in mysterious ways and can even change the craziest/spastic-est people.
Here it goes. by 100% real me :

The first time I saw you my heart skipped a beat
I was speechless, you just swept me off my feet.
Immediately you never failed to catch my eye
I wished for you all the time, hoping you were mine
With you and me, I have neverendless fun
I always feel im blessed with a gift from heaven.

You're the first girl that's meant this much to me
Please baby please, can't you see
Still, when I see you I go head over heels
I really do, I love how it feels.

Id protect you through thick and thin,
If loving you equals sin
Then Ill sin till the end of time
Im begging u baby, please be mine.

Without you in my life
I wouldnt be living at all
Id always be there to catch you when you fall
To protect you, to be there whenever you call.

Theres so much to say I could write a song
Talking about you I could go on and on.

I hope now you can see,
For you my love is as wide as the sea
When im down, looking at you gives me something to cheer
Love is such a strong word, but I can really feel it here.

Wow, see it is weird looking back. But im not that surprised. Im a sucker for love. Its both a good thing and a bad thing. I either get love back, or hurt which cuts like a sword. Oh well, life is about risks and I think its better to take SOME of em. You never know what will happen or how they will pay off. hehe.

But if that person wants you to change for them, or doesnt appreciate who you really are, then i believe that they just dont deserve you. They should love you for the person you are and accept you, coz if not, then its just not love. Always be yourself, and dont ever change for anyone. God made you the way you are, and be proud of it!

Okay, ill stop freaking you all out with all this stuff im saying. hehe. Its good to get in touch with your sensitive side at times..in my case, A LOT! lol. Well till then,

Nites,

-Nada-

2006-12-01T03:34:00.000+11:00

CRAZY FOR THIS GIRL

She rolls the window down
And she talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I dont know why
But shes changed my mind

Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl

She was the one to hold me
The nightThe sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didnt end
Why didnt I know what I know now

Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl

*sigh*...and theres about a week left. *double sigh*

2006-11-26T21:29:00.000+11:00

Planetshakers Service 26.11.06

Church today was awesome. Went after lunch with my moms family in "Jackie's favourite restaraunt" (which is actually Jackie CHANS restaraunt!<---so cool!) to home then 6:00pm church.

After missing church last week, i was looking forward to it- Tim Hall was preaching- funny guy. Then after , my mommy went to the alter call to renew her faith and passion in Jesus!!!! So HAPPY!!!! :') hehe.

After that, there was AWESOME HEALING!!! Lots of people dropping under the unfluence of the Holy Spirit. People running when they had torn tendons, people with broken shoulders rotating them 360 degrees, people with bad knees jumping up and down, people with eye sight problems being restored to 20-20 vision again. Oh Praise the LORD! :D Hes awesome aint He?!

Thank You Lord. Awesome God...

Well, now my moms urging me to study. fussyyy. Omgggg its like chilllll dude, haaha exams are in a while and im still having exam hangovers. lol. Well till then, saionara.

-Nada-

2006-11-26T16:52:00.000+11:00

People, i havent been updating since i was at my aunts house for the weekend. Some chill time. Anyway yeah so...

1)EAP- Who cares man? i passed it already so whatever.
2) People still hung up on stupid math. They should be. Its stupid.
3) Got Biology and Accounting paper left.
4) Guys lets like freakin MEET UP before everyone leaves Aussieland! Im serious! I have to meet you guys cos...im...emo and ill...cry and... ( ihate to admit this) I love y'all! waaa! Bring cameras and camwhore 24/7!!!
5) Listen to "Because Im a Girl- Kiss". Watch it on Youtube and become emo like me.

Cant wait.cant wait.

2006-11-23T22:57:00.000+11:00

MATH FAILED

Not much to say really, the math paper was a piece of shit. It was Hard as hell, long and tedious. I just got mental blocks the whole way through. Nothing was coming to me, stupid stupid stupid.
I just crapped the whole way, writing shit methods which I didnt even know existed. I failed. Oh shit, i mean, I HOPE ill pass math in general.

If not, to hell with the math bridging course. Ill just have to f*** myself in biology and accounting. If I dont pass math, well maybe its a diff course ahead of me instead of Commerce.
Its what Gods plan is for me. Just lead the way Big Guy. Give me the course which suits me, which I would do best at and would help me live a good life for me and You. Math sucked big time today, and im kinda disappointed, but im still leaving it in Your hands.

Anyway, theres not much I can do now. I might team up with some guys to kill Raymond (the moron who made the test). Till the next post ,Ill have finished jumping him.

After math we all chilled. Charles, Ayman and I went to Nandos and ate 2 whole chickens and a huge bowl of fries. I saw my Pastor Matt there :P. After we were stuffed, we went back to aymans place in QV, chatted, chilled and bonded. We plated XBOX360 :D Gears of War. Its an AWESOME game, but still Charles, YOU NOOB. haha it was a blast. Ayman, give me your TV k? Lol. Fun fun fun. We played like there was no tomorrow, or like the tests were all over! haha!!

Oh well, good parts and bad today. Till then,

-Mixed-emotioned Nada-

2006-11-23T22:00:00.000+11:00

Happy Birthday Mommy Bear!

Wahh mommys so ol...YOUNG still...haha. Hitting the big 5-0. Went to Lygon and had a big dinner today for mommy. So full.

Tomorrow, I'll...uhmmmm...cook something for you? like boil water or scramble eggs or something.LOL. Or ill just you a BIGGGGGG hug. (very expensive my hugs ok? lol)

Nah in all seriousness, thanks for all the love and care throughout my 14 years of life. hehe. You helped me not get whacked to death by daddy, even though he DID at the end of it! Hehe my guardian angel.

Thanks for not killing me for that tattoo you saw when we were talking on my bed,it went like...
Mom: Cut your hair! Its so gay!
N: Uhh...WhAtEveRRR! *flicks back of hair* *tattoo shows*
M: Whats that..?
N: (thinks OHHH SHITTT) Uhmmm...its a ....uh....drawing?
M: You got a tattoo didnt you? Why do you do these sorts of things?
N: It has a meaning to me mom. You have to look under the surface and uncover the truth for yourself. I got it in the holidays of Term 1, one of the lowest periods in my life in Australia. I was fed up of school, i hated living here. It was so boring and i just didnt think I could live in a society like this. I liked my friends, but I missed the ones back home 10000 times more. I seriously was going to give up all hope, stop school or something. I just felt like I hit rock bottom and didnt think I could get out of it. But then I told myself "Nothing is Impossible" and I slapped myself into it. I got it on my arm to remind me everytime I was down, and to get me through tough times. and it says "N.A.D.A es Imposible"..nice ring to it right?
M: well ok..you never told us that you felt this bad in Australia.
N: ARE YOU SERIOUS?! YOURE NOT ANGRY!? WOOOTTT!! Does that mean..I can get another one? cos maybe im thinking of a sun on my right arm..and a....
M: EHHERRMMMM....
N: Oh...ok...whoops...

funny times.

Anyway, hope you stay strong in God and just get more and more passionate for Him!

So from a shy son to his mom, I luvvvvv you! I may not show it 24/7 but you know I couldnt live without you. Awwwww enough of the senti stuff.

Lots of love,

Nada...

(but just for YOU, you can call me Niegel...TODAY ONLY hehe!)

2006-11-22T15:57:00.000+11:00

But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

2006-11-22T15:30:00.000+11:00

2 DOWN, 4 TO GO

Omg i finished HOI. Im so relieved, but then again, I face another bloody obstacle tomorrow...the worst subject in the world...Math. Eww. But i dont think im using it as my best four so...ill at least try to pass it. Arggghhh all i can do now is chillll..lol its been two tests and i feel liek ive had enough.

After math is EAP ( i dont need to try at all) and then a weeks break, then Bio and Acc. Study my ass off for both of em.

I wanted to blog last night/this morning but i was just too tired. As in, i love blogging so if i dont..there must be somthing really wrong. Maybe its beacause I slept at 4 sumthing AM and studied the same stupid subject for the WHOLE day. I was so tired from the previous day and still, i had to wake up at 7.45 AM to review my notes. I read it on my bed, and kept on drifting off. Similar to last night. Read one point. Drift off. Wake up. Read the same point again to memorize it. Doze off. Wake up. And so on. But finally i was able to get down to business and start taking it seriously.

The test was OK. I remembered all the points and was so relieved that section B's topics came out on how i planned. I studied 2 periods only (Greece and Middle Ages), and VERY litte of Rome. I was praying so much that it'd come out like that. Thank You LORD! :D Seriously, thank You!

Today after the tests I went to Rice Bar with Cynthia, Yejin and Miechelle. I was talking about 'her' so much. Girls cause guys so much pain huh'? lol

I know who Cynthia likeeesssss.LOL!

Last night when i was trying to study, G3 logged in. Not the best time guys! Oh well, I couldnt give up the oppurtunity and we all started talking with mics online...laughing and reminescing bout the awesome as times in the Phils. I am SOOOOOOOOOO exctied that we are reuniting. Watch out Philippines. Thats all i can say. Watch out. It was good fun cracking up with my best buddies. Dave, Vohne and Jay, if you see this, you know I love ya guys!

Lets rock the Philippines like never before. Ill be there a month, thats plenty. Party tayo, Tagaytay with Nico, house parties with goof, G3 rap revivals, Collabos, Gay Backstreet Boys/Nsync/O-town/Boys 2 men/98 Degrees videos ok? Get it planned so we send it in to MTV.lol. Its blowing my mind just thinking of this man. AHHHH! Gangstahz from the England (UK~~boy~~ LOL), Aussie MATE, and the US. Gna be crazy. Sleep overs are gna be Crazzzzzyyyyy! and cmon man, gta relive the good ol' days. Dissin and cracking up at everything. Miss you bros.

Anyways, Vince Carter is the second leading scorer in the NBA DAVID. Hes ahead of Ivy sunnn. lol. KK no hating, lets just hate on Spreewell (Jay) and Lebron/KG (Mac-B/Dr Lurvee). Wait, wasnt Yoshi VC? TAKE OFF THAT JERSEY U JAP! haha!

Ill post a pretty song in a while. I wanted to do last nyt but u know y not...

Ok im out. Gna sweep. So dead beat.

-Sweepy Nada-

2006-11-21T15:15:00.000+11:00

1 DOWN, 5 to GO

Omg it sounds so ...pathetic. Im relieved lit is over, but now i face 5 more. Im tired as hell... i mean, c'mon! its freakin 9.30am and we have exams?! at least it wasnt as cold as before when i didnt even want to leave the coziness of my warm bed. Instead it was hot..as it yucky hot..i felt so lethargic and weak.

Stupid melbourne weather. But its a great day to go beach. And I can go Dream on about that, everyone else is finished like 1-2 weeks ago and LOVELY Trinity is still going... woop tee do.
Oh well, more time with the mates. Thats the only good thing.

I had the WORST dream in the world last night (well, technically this morning since I slept at 3am). I dreamt that my alarm went off at 8am but i turned it off and woke up at 2pm cos my mom didnt wake me up , and missed my most of my MATH exam. Holy crap...i freaked out so bad..it wasnt even funny. I called a cab to bring me, and somehow she was there, and she was with this guy. and it hurt. oh well, at least it was a dream. I suddenly woke up, looked at my alarm clock. Oh THANK GOD it was 7.30am...haha.

Its so weird cos i dont wake up till like..1.30pm on week days. So tired. I have to study HOI now, but ive been watching TV and just enjoyin the fact that i finished lit. Stupid thing wasted 3 hours of my life... Then HOI tomorrow, another 3 hours.

Thats an overall 6 hours. 1/4 of a day gone. Lit =3hrs, HOI=3hrs, Math=3hrs, EAP=3 hrs 10, Accounting= 3hrs 10, Bio=2 hrs 10. OMG thats like...17hrs and 30 mins. Add 7 hours and a day is gone... That is sad...

And it all started when some smart asses thought that they were 'different' and 'special' and decided to make theories about the world. NO THANK YOU SOCRATES, ARISTOTLE, PLATO..whoeoever else. You make people suffer so much...keep your theories to yourselves man...

Why cant this world be simple. I often think back to the simple days when I was a kid. Not a worry in the world. No heartache. No facing the harsh reality of this world.

I wanna sleep. Or maybe study. Bah, i duno. Im off.

-Tired Nada-

2006-11-20T22:30:00.000+11:00

LITERATURE

My finals are tomorrow...holy shiznit! Trying to memo my lit and its killing me! I hate this stupid Othello even though hes black..haha joke joke. Lit is gna be 1500 words...that is just sad... Good luck to all my mates!

I can only do my best...and study study study. Then the rest I leave it up to Him. God, you can hear me...i know You'll help me through this and get me into the course or uni You want me to. Im putting it all into Your hands and trusting You with everything. Cheers Lord. I love You sooooo much even though sometimes i slip You are still there for me. When I fall You catch me and even when I drift, You still love me. Thank You so much. Amennn.

I woke up at 8.15 today...and i didnt even have school. What a nerd, and all just to study stupid accounting for a help session in Swanston. Damn tired and so sleeppppyyy.

And shout outs to Jason and Chris to visited my blog! TOLD ya ill mention ya! :p

Im emo now. And guess why...jason pang knows...and chris wong does too....:(.
*curled up in the corner of my room, cold and shivering*.
Why, after all this time I thought something different. Should I give up? I dunno and I dont want this screwing up my x-ams. I dont know what to think.

Ill just cry myself to sleep listening to the saddest song in the world - Because I'm a girl by Kiss. Watch the video...and you'll cry.
Its so sweet...i wish something like this would happen in my bitter world.

And Lord, get me through this tough time. Tell me if Ive made the right choice or not.

-Nada-

2006-11-20T00:46:00.000+11:00

I HATE MATH

Ive been studying this stupid subject for who knows how long. Im so bored of it..and fed up... just need to pass it!!Stupid subject made from the devil... I think its the most hated subject by most students...and thats not surprising. But dont take my word for it, see for yourself...

Instead of books like Fahrenheit 451, Othello or that stupid Overcoat, we should have more of THESE books. :P

And DONT study too much. Im warning you cos this might happen...

Well its back to math...*sob sob*...

-Depressed Nada-

2006-11-19T04:00:00.000+11:00

RANDOMNESS ON A SUNDAY - 4:08 AM

Je t'aime- French

Ik hou van jou -Dutch

Wo ai ni- Chinese

Ich liebe Dich- German

S'agapo- Greek

Ti amo- Italian

Aishitemasu- Japanese

Saranghe- Korean

Aku cinta padamu- Malay

Naan unnai kaadhalikkarn- Tamil

Mahal Kita- Filipino

Na kirinla gaguidou- Tibetan

Rydw i'n dy garu di- Welsh

Saya cinta kamu- Indonesian

Aloha wau ia oi- Hawaian

Seni seviyorum- Turkish

Phom rak khun- Thai

So many ways to say "I love you", yet theres only one meaning. And no matter how many languages there are in saying it, they cant come close to how much I do love you.

That someone in your life isnt worth your tears. If they are, they wouldnt make you cry in the first place.

Im random. Just wanted to post a blog so I just simply came up with this.

Fine, ill sleep now. Ta.

-Nada-

Sigh

2006-11-18T19:06:00.000+11:00

SIGH...

You dont know this now but hopefully someday I can get to tell you.

Heres to the girl who doesnt have a clue, and the guy without enough courage to give her one.

I want to hold on even after this year. After school.

I dream about telling her, but then I wake up and decide not to. I hate waking up. Cos [You and I] are only in my dreams.

Emo-ness.

Hizwan, holler at me if you know what I'm sayin.

Drama

2006-11-17T20:04:00.000+11:00

DRAMA

Drama performances today. I wasnt really nervous cuz I knew my group would do well. But I have to admit there was a LITTLE last minute panicking! lol.
Everything went well and smoothly. Im proud of my group! ^_^ I ♥ em sooo much.

Lilian, your slap was out of this world. Even I wasnt prepared for it, staggering a little coz I was distorientated a bit. I'll get ya back! Charis, awesome emo-ing/crying :D - when you were pretending to cry and I was in the back with Chun, and we were like, "YESSSSS'. And Chun Yik, good shouting for such a "nice" guy.

Click here for my Drama Video

The practices were fun. I got slapped so many times by not ONLY from Lilan (who had to coz she was playing the part), but from Charis too! I dont know why! And also pushed and kicked by Chun Yik...man, these people love causing me pain.

Drama is over so time to relax...NOT! Stupid exams! Ive been slacking lately, going home and sleeping from sheer exhaustion. Drama practices would start damn early and end late...and we would be messing around in between. Singing gay songs, watching emo videos, watching reality TV series' or just chatting. Oh well, fun times.

Our group worked pretty well together. No arguement biggies like I hear other groups had.

Anyway, Im watching Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone on TV now. I love it!

Later!, *Wingardium Leviosa!*

Nada

School Photos

2006-11-17T19:37:00.000+11:00

SCHOOL PHOTOS

Monday 13th was my Trinity School photograph. More camwhoring as usual. Ill post it to colour my site for the moment...COS I CANT GET THE DARN BACKGROUND TO WORK! HELP!

Anyway, here are they are...
Ill let the pictures do the talking.

Honk Honk Honkeys! Malaysians! + 1 Indian/Chinese + 1 Filipino (and thats NOT ME!)

Tamar the Gangstar!! I brought out the ghetto side of Tamar! Whos a playa now?!

Pinoy akooooo!

i LOVE this guys shirt. It says "He Saves". And guess what, my Jesus DOES SAVE! My Christian brothas!

Ill end with an army of Indos...and a few hidden Malaysians here and there. Can you find me? haha im right in the middle.

Voila. Asian Invasion and proud of it!

- Nada -

2006-11-17T19:33:00.000+11:00

TRINITY BALL 2006 - November 3 Friday

Im posting now since I didnt even have this blog when the prom happened and I just want to colour up the blog more with pretty pictures.

The ball was awesome. Everyone looked so pretty and glam. The Hyatt was huge, and I was greeted by lots of paparazzi. Haha joke. I love dressing up! ;P

The girls were gorgeous and wow, did it give me a whole new perspective about them. It was awesome to see everyone so posh.. in contrast to what they all wear to school everyday. It was a great night- as Ayman and I won the raffle/best hair?. We walked to the stage hand-in-hand to recieve the envelope with voucher in it. LOL just to create some gossip (how hollywoodish lol)

A gay dude was like " Shout it out, loud and proud!" , "you go girls!". Hahaha wtf.
After the prom was the after party. Platform 1 (night club). I wasnt in the mood, and anyway I dont drink...(good boy 0:D). Then at 5.30 we all finished. Walked someone home coz i dont like girls going back by themselves. Its dangerous here and who knows what type of freaks are roaming the city. I told her Ill take a cab with her but she wanted to walk to Arrows. After I dropped her, my feet were KILLING ME... so i took of my high heels. Joke joke! haha.

I then took the cab, got home, fell on my bed and slept like a baby.

Well I wont talk and Ill let the pics talk for me...

...so listen to the Malay-Bu Dictator. ( I look like Saddam Huss(In)sane) Ayman and I before the prom.Natalia, Moi, Hilda, Ayman, Yejin and Cynthia. All January Intake buddies! (cept Cynth! lol)Gotta love Charles and Wei Hong (aka. Bagina face LOL or..Koko crunch koala)

Hmmm..what pose shall we do??? .....Uhmmmmmm..... GOT IT!
PEACE! Sarang-heyooooo! *in korean accent*

Honk Honk Honkeyyysss! My table...

We so cuteeee and crazy! The Nut and the Puffer fish.

The Fab Four ;)We so glamourously cute.

Pretty Umbrellas. Reminds me of my red gay umbrella... Guess what? Im the only Malaysian there! The rest are my lovely Indos. And just being random here but I can speak Indo- Aku cinta kamu! hehe ^_^

Charis and I. As my mate Stevie Irwin would say "What a beauuuty!" lol. "This species is truly rare and has tendencies like constantly slapping its drama partners face".

Just to end my post (for all you UNSATISFIED PEOPLE), heres a highly anticipated gay picture. From the great Shakespeare, I present Romeo and Julliet.

See there. Beautiful clothes. Beautiful night. Beautiful people. Memories...

-Nada-

A Born-again Blogger

2006-11-17T02:23:00.000+11:00

BORN AGAIN BLOGGER

Friday, 2.22 AM: Officially the first day im a Blogspotter.

For those who just browse through my blog, Im Nada. If you want to spare yourself from bordem, LEAVE NOW. For those who are stubborn enough to linger around...you brought this amongst yourself :p

Im bored and studying HOI for stupid exams. What timing ey? Decide to make a site when its close to my exams...that's me.

Welcome to my world.

Its late and I have my drama play tomorrow. Its Term 4 and Trinity is ending soon. So happy yet so sad.

Ill keep y'all updated in time to come. But I have to say, at first on a new site, I post like a mad rabid dog but then after time passes, I get lazy. I have about 5 to 6 blogs already and have hardly used 3-4 of them. I might link y'all to them IF i feel nice. hehe.

Today I missed a LOT of drama performances *embarassed*. I have a legit excuse...i think? I was in Union House with Kelvin, Abraham and Shixian and omg, we were talking about ghosts/spirits/demons and all of that sort. It was scaryyy and yet it aroused curiosity in me. It started when we all talked about songs which could be rewinded, and an evil message would be played. "stairway to heaven", "POKEMON", "Hotel California" are just some of these.

~WARNING: DO NOT TRY. PLEASEEEEEEE? ~ *doggy eyes*

Then we were talking about how we HATE it when mates send us emails or links with games like having to try to get a dot through a thin passage way, or like popping bubbles, or spotting the difference between pictures, or finding what is weird with a certain picture. Then once you concentrate on it, a STUPID EVIL MONSTER FACE POPS OUT OF NOWHERE AND SCARES THE HELL OUT OF YOU AND A LOUD SCREECHING SOUND PROJECTS INTO YOUR EARS. haha. Hate it! So evil friends. I remember someone sent it to me when i was lying down on my bed, getting ready to sleep.

Then i was playing a game where you had to pop bubble wrap. *pop* *pop* *pop* *pop*. Then after 10 seconds, this horrible face pops out and scared the Malaysian out of me. I swear. I was so scared i turned on the lights and had to read the Bible for a bit and listen to Christian music the whole night!

Then we talked about how we HATE chain mails! And they are the scariest things EVER..even if you dont believe a word. And they have the sweetest subject names such as "Friends Forever ^_^". Then you open it and...it goes like "This girl was murdered in her bed when she didnt believe this mail was true. A murderer came to her house that night Blah Blah BULLSHIT. If you dont send this to 20 people, he will kill you too. And your family". ALAMAK! I mean, c'mon! Dont bring the family into it! I never believed it, but JUST IN CASE, i sent it. LOL. Better safe than sorry ey? Imagine someone who doesnt have 20 friends on his hotmail and starts freaking out cos he cant find people to send to. Lol. Poor guy, whoever he may be.

Lastly, I had a special encounter with Stephanie today after her drama performance. I said she had nice cups, since she was carrying them. I hope she didnt take it as... the ones on her bra. Yuck.

Anyways, its 2.42 AM now. So...

From now till then, this little boy is going to shower and...sleep to some emo music or love songs.

So ta,

Nada.